Poem: In My Mind

A look inside the three person war in my head.

Page 13 – Learning to be Silent

Some things just are not worth responding to. If I hadn't said anything, I wouldn't have attempted suicide. Personal On June 13th, I got called into work. Originally, I wasn't scheduled, but I wanted the extra hours because I was going to a convention on June 23rd and 24th and could use whatever I got. …

Page 12 – Best Friend’s Day? (& Major Update)

National best friend's day but it feels like no one thinks of me as their best friend.

Page 11 – Am I Good Enough?

I often compare myself to others and ask, "Am I good enough?" despite knowing I shouldn't compare others to myself. But I can't help it.  Personal I feel fat and ugly almost all the time. I know I have nice features, but...I don't feel like they're enough. I don't feel good enough. People think I'm …

Page 8 | Early Morning

So I did not sleep very well...actually, I didn't sleep at all. I don't think I have insomnia. I just have a lot on my mind. I miss my girlfriend--ex girlfriend. I miss talking to her. It's really weird not being able to share good news the way I like to with her. It's just...weird. …

Page 7 | PROGRESS!

Celestial Symphony There are words on a document. Words for Celestial Symphony. Words for Chapter 1. Actual sentences, not just an outline. This is progress. Last week, I didn't even have a name. Now, I have sentences and paragraphs. I have an outline. Progress. Personal I'm still recovering from this break up. It really hurts. …

Page 5 | Untitled

Last night, for the first time in almost two months, I had serious thoughts of suicide. I think my main issue is that I haven't found something to distract myself if I were to take a break from social media while I have writer's block. Because right now, my plan is that when I have …